Sometimes i feel im not myself anymore. Sometimes I feel confident about myself. Sometimes i just purely doubt my existence. The past previous days Ive been in this self loathing stage, becoming forgetful, and having this feeling of doing nothing. My days pass by so slowly as if oblivion isn't slow enough. Lethargic and confused, my mind is blurry and yet i feel as if i need to keep pushing forward. I dont know whether it is the gloomy weather that makes me feel like this or its just a phase in which all college students face..
i feel as if my happiness and soul has been sucked into a black hole abyss.
I really want to be happy and smile instead of being this robotic android like individual slaving away into a series of repeated day to day activities.
My mind is sucked into this monitor of life depriving monstrosity.
technology, though helpful, can be bittersweet.
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